tampered | Log; Complete

When; October 2nd
Rating; PG
Characters; Mikagami Tokiya

nee_hachi
Summary; Nana tells Mikagami her secret and they both decide that Nana will leave once she finds a stable job and figure out where she's going. Nana rushes off to buy groceries for dinner and Mikagami follows~
Log;

nee hachi: Mikagami-san?
C O L D incision: Nana.
nee hachi: Uhm...
C O L D incision: So...
nee hachi: Ahaha this is so awkward...
C O L D incision: Hm. We can start by your telling me why you've been sick. Do you have a chronic illness?
nee hachi: O-oh, uhm, no! It's just...
nee hachi: It's so hard to say
C O L D incision: Whenever you're ready. I'm not going anywhere
nee hachi: Thank you... you're so nice to me.
nee hachi: Well, uhm,
nee hachi: I'm pregnant.
nee hachi: And...
C O L D incision: .....Oh.
C O L D incision: And?
nee hachi: I don't know who the father is...
nee hachi: And even if I know, neither of them are here, so I don't know what to do
C O L D incision: If it's protection you need...
C O L D incision: I can give it to you.
C O L D incision: How long?
nee hachi: N-no! You shouldn't feel obliged to help or anything, it's my fault.
nee hachi: Uhm.. it's due in May.
C O L D incision: Do you think you'll still be here when May comes?
nee hachi: I...
nee hachi: I don't know.
C O L D incision: Who else knows?
nee hachi: Nobu, Takumi and Nana, but all of them are not here..
nee hachi: The father could be Nobu or Takumi, but uhm I think it's Takumi.
nee hachi: Uhm, I just want to tell you why I can't stay and then I want to leave
nee hachi: So... you don't have to think up ways to help me at all.
C O L D incision: But why wouldn't I?
C O L D incision: Just because you're pregnant doesn't mean you should leave. This kind of thing doesn't happen to just you.
nee hachi: But! I don't want to burden you..
nee hachi: And it is my fault, no one should be burdened by it
C O L D incision: A little weight on my shoulders wouldn't stop me.
C O L D incision: Besides, what about the future?
C O L D incision: Where do you plan to go?
nee hachi: I-I don't know.
C O L D incision: You haven't even worked it out...
C O L D incision: Okay, let's make a deal.
nee hachi: Deal?
C O L D incision: Yes.
C O L D incision: Stay with me until you've got everything settled out. A place to stay, a job, a hospital, everything. Then something past that just to be secure. When that's done, you can leave.
C O L D incision: That is, if you still want to.
C O L D incision: I want you to stay, Nana. You don't know me that well, but I'm not the flaky type of guy.
nee hachi: But there's no hospital in this city.. that means I can never leave.
nee hachi: And, you wouldn't want me to stay if you just know what I'm really like..
C O L D incision: ... no hospital at all? Then about that medic friend of yours?
nee hachi: Shizune?
C O L D incision: Yeah.
nee hachi: Well, I guess she can help.. but...
nee hachi: I was thinking, that since Takumi and Nobu aren't here, then, well,
nee hachi: If I give birth to the baby, she won't have any father and that would be terrible, right?
nee hachi: So...
nee hachi: What should I do..
C O L D incision: ...I'll take care of the baby with you, if you want. I wouldn't mind. I'll help you... and the baby.
nee hachi: Why... would you do that?
C O L D incision: You must be wondering why... well, simply it's because one would be difficult for you, and two...having no father is one of the saddest things that can happen to a child.
nee hachi: I..
nee hachi: A friend of mine said that he'd rather not have been born..
nee hachi: I don't want my baby to hate me...
C O L D incision: Then you'll teach him without lies. You're his mother, Komatsu Nana, one of the kindest girls I've ever met. I'm sure that kindness and understanding will be passed onto him too.
nee hachi: ...kind?
nee hachi: It would be simpler if I just abort the baby, right?
C O L D incision: Would you do that?
nee hachi: I'm too scared..
nee hachi: And if Junko finds out, I know that she'll call me selfish for doing that.
nee hachi: And Nana would hate me if she knows.. and you probably hate me now because I suggested it..
C O L D incision: No.
C O L D incision: I don't.
nee hachi: You're.. so kind.
C O L D incision: It's a natural choice, but choosing it is up to you.
C O L D incision: Rid yourself of the baby and it'll simplify things, but could you live with the guilt? Of course, you can always get over it. Keep the baby, and you'll be a single mom until you go home...if you can.
nee hachi: Abortion seems so much easier to choose..
nee hachi: But I think,
nee hachi: I think I want to keep the baby, because.. I love her so much already.
C O L D incision: It's a girl?
nee hachi: Eh.. uhm, I think she is.
nee hachi: Calling she as 'it' sounds like calling it a puppy or something ahaha
C O L D incision: Yeah, well, it'd sound more strange if I said "He's a girl?" right?
nee hachi: Ahahhah true!
C O L D incision: So... do you still want to leave?
nee hachi: Uhm..
C O L D incision: I highly recommend staying until you've got a set plan.
nee hachi: Okay.. I guess I should look for a stable job first
nee hachi: Thank you so much, Mikagami-san..
C O L D incision: It's nothing.
nee hachi: You've made me feel so much better!
C O L D incision: That's good.
C O L D incision: I'm glad you're staying.
nee hachi: I'm happy that you're not angry at me..
C O L D incision: Why did you think I would?
nee hachi: Uhm, well, I'm not sure really
C O L D incision: I don't think you're stupid or crazy or anything.
nee hachi: I'm glad..
nee hachi: Waahh.. you're soo nice!
C O L D incision: Ehehe.... I'm surprised with myself. I think I've been around them too long, that's why.
nee hachi: Them? Your friends, Mikagami-san?
C O L D incision: You can call them that.
nee hachi: You should tell me more about yourself!
C O L D incision: ....hmm, I guess it's only fair. What would you like to know?
nee hachi: What you were doing before you came here! And who you were with, too, and everything!
C O L D incision: All right. Well, it was the first day of my summer vacation. Woke up here. I thought it was a prank my friends pulled on me, but obviously not.
C O L D incision: I wasn't with anyone because I live alone.
nee hachi: Wahh, so that's why Mikagami-san is so mature and responsible!
C O L D incision: I guess. I don't remember about my parents, but they're gone, and my sister passed away when I was young.
nee hachi: I'm sorry to hear that..
C O L D incision: I've managed.
nee hachi: So, how did Mikagami-san meet his friends?
C O L D incision: I transferred to a new school and met them
nee hachi: Oh! You're still in school?
C O L D incision: I skipped a year which I used for training and resolving things.
C O L D incision: But I could graduate this year if I wanted to. I just decided to complete another year like a regular student because..... I wanted to stay with them.
nee hachi: That's so sweet of you~
nee hachi: But, uhm, how old are you, Mikagami-san?
C O L D incision: 17.
nee hachi: ...oh.
C O L D incision: Yeah. I'd have graduated early.
nee hachi: You're so mature for your age!
C O L D incision: How old did I seem?
nee hachi: Ehh well, you're definitely more mature than I am..
nee hachi: but that's not really saying much ahaha
C O L D incision: I've been told that it isn't good.
C O L D incision: Being too mature, I mean.
C O L D incision: They always told me to loosen up, but...
nee hachi: I guess.. sometimes, when people are mature, they are also bitter and mean.
C O L D incision: Which I can assure you I was.
nee hachi: But you're not now!
nee hachi: You're mature and very very kind!
C O L D incision: Heh, maybe. Like I said earlier, I've surprised myself.
nee hachi: Not maybe! I'm sure you're kind all along, just that maybe you kept it inside!
nee hachi: It's strange to say, since you're actually younger than me and all, but I hope I can be like you someday!
C O L D incision: How old are you, Nana? (Kind of embarassing to ask since we live with each other... )
nee hachi: Ahaha
nee hachi: I'm twenty years old~
nee hachi: But the other Nana said I look like a highschool student!
C O L D incision: I'm not really a role model, but a little of everything is necessary, don't you think?
C O L D incision: Haha, you kinda do, but you have a big-sister vibe.
nee hachi: Waahhh really?
nee hachi: Everyone's been telling me I'm immature, but I do want to be mature someday!
C O L D incision: Don't listen to them. You're very responsible.
nee hachi: ...thank you.
nee hachi: Oh!
nee hachi: Talking about responsible, I think I should go make dinner now!
C O L D incision: What do you plan to make tonight?
nee hachi: Hmm, I'm not sure yet.
C O L D incision: Think I can help you?
nee hachi: I've never asked you what your favorite food is!
C O L D incision: I like anything.
nee hachi: Oh, no, it's okay!
nee hachi: Mou~ I'm sure you have something that you like more than the rest!
C O L D incision: Hmm, I don't know.
C O L D incision: I've never really though about it.
C O L D incision: *thought
C O L D incision: What's your best dish?
nee hachi: Uhmm
nee hachi: Nikujaga?
nee hachi: I like cooking everything though!
C O L D incision: Hmm... I think I've always liked seafood pasta.
nee hachi: Ah, I'll make that then!
C O L D incision: Do you have the ingredients?
nee hachi: Uhm, no.
nee hachi: I'll go get it now~
C O L D incision: ....;; you don't have to cook something you don't have the ingredients for, Nana.
nee hachi: It's okay!
nee hachi: The grocery shop's not that far!
C O L D incision: I'll go with you.
nee hachi: Wahh, no!
nee hachi: You sit here and wait!
nee hachi: Well then, bye Mikagami-san~
C O L D incision: Why do you insist to do everything on your own?
C O L D incision: Hey, wait!