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tampered2006-06-28 01:40 am
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Log - ongoing
When; Early today.
Rating; PG. PG-13.
Characters; Gyula Kádár (![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
gyula_kadar) & Fllay Allster (emotional_fllay).
Summary; Fllay's out-emoing Tamaki after the nightmare day, Gyula invites her to stay so they could angst together?
Log;
“The ticking will stop if you’re with someone,” Lacus Clyne had informed her recently, relieving part of Fllay’s fears. She did not know how long she could stand the never-ending ticking echoing in her head.
She had listened to Lacus Clyne. She, Fllay Allster, had even asked her advise and yearned for her friendship. It was… pathetic. Since when had she craved company so much she had to seek those she had considered disgusting in life?
The ones she had tried to kill. The ones she…
She… had been mistaken about and hurt, one way or another.
Fllay buried her face on her hands in grief. She could not see them right now. She could not talk to them in person. What she could say? Would they forgive her idiocy and selfishness when she did not forgive herself?
Back then, when her comfortable, little world had been destroyed, Fllay had sought targets to blame for her pain. She chose the wrong ones, the ones that had their own worlds taken from them as wekk.
Their own fathers.
I’m sorry… I…
Swallowing hard, Fllay stared at the door of apartment number fourteen - Gyula Kádár’s residence – where she had been standing, suitcases on either side of her body, for a good hour. The corridor was empty and the lighting was too bright, almost blinding for her aching eyes.
What did she know about that man? She was nervous, really after what she had heard from that Cardinal. A terrorist who tried to destroy the world? Was that true? Fllay did not even know what a Methuselah was really, she thought was a Coordinator who needed blood but…
But… she was dead, it should not matter now. Her worst fear was to be alone and Gyula was kind enough to request her company. Fllay was eager to start to meet new people, to prove herself she could… live and be happy.
To build her world again.
After drying her eyes, Fllay Allster took a deep breath and knocked the door twice, calling with a shaking voice.
“M-Mister Kádár? Gyula? It’s Fllay.”
Rating; PG. PG-13.
Characters; Gyula Kádár (
gyula_kadar) & Fllay Allster (emotional_fllay).Summary; Fllay's out-emoing Tamaki after the nightmare day, Gyula invites her to stay so they could angst together?
Log;
“The ticking will stop if you’re with someone,” Lacus Clyne had informed her recently, relieving part of Fllay’s fears. She did not know how long she could stand the never-ending ticking echoing in her head.
She had listened to Lacus Clyne. She, Fllay Allster, had even asked her advise and yearned for her friendship. It was… pathetic. Since when had she craved company so much she had to seek those she had considered disgusting in life?
The ones she had tried to kill. The ones she…
She… had been mistaken about and hurt, one way or another.
Fllay buried her face on her hands in grief. She could not see them right now. She could not talk to them in person. What she could say? Would they forgive her idiocy and selfishness when she did not forgive herself?
Back then, when her comfortable, little world had been destroyed, Fllay had sought targets to blame for her pain. She chose the wrong ones, the ones that had their own worlds taken from them as wekk.
Their own fathers.
I’m sorry… I…
Swallowing hard, Fllay stared at the door of apartment number fourteen - Gyula Kádár’s residence – where she had been standing, suitcases on either side of her body, for a good hour. The corridor was empty and the lighting was too bright, almost blinding for her aching eyes.
What did she know about that man? She was nervous, really after what she had heard from that Cardinal. A terrorist who tried to destroy the world? Was that true? Fllay did not even know what a Methuselah was really, she thought was a Coordinator who needed blood but…
But… she was dead, it should not matter now. Her worst fear was to be alone and Gyula was kind enough to request her company. Fllay was eager to start to meet new people, to prove herself she could… live and be happy.
To build her world again.
After drying her eyes, Fllay Allster took a deep breath and knocked the door twice, calling with a shaking voice.
“M-Mister Kádár? Gyula? It’s Fllay.”