"For what? Yelling at me last night? I did what I did for a reason. If I thought you would've actually listened instead of starting in on me again, maybe I would've told you instead of leaving."

There. She's gone and said it. Her stomach drops low into her belly, knowing he'll walk away, more than likely for good this time.

".... I wanted to help him, but I couldn't. I know I should've. I'm no friend but... I just couldn't. Thomas feeds like me and yeah, I could've helped him but I chose not to because I wanted to stay faithful."

She's on her feet now, head down and so wanting to avoid looking at anyone. This isn't like back home. She can't run away for half a year to think.

"I wanted to stay faithful to you. Lestat knows why. He knows what happened last time. You don't and I honestly never wanted to tell you because I'm ashamed of it, alright?"