He doesn't want to remember how he felt, but he's not letting go of another memory. She's the one that's really hurt even if she's pitying him. She's so hurt, and now he feels like she's giving up on understanding. Death shouldn't be something that's understandable, though. Especially not hers.

Impulsively, he picks himself up and sits next to her just to wrap her up tightly in his arms. She needs someone. "Me either..." he mumbles.