Part of him that feels shame for crying, but in the end, he can't hold himself back. His chest aches even more when she holds him - she knows he's breaking down - but he doesn't know if some of that is because she's so unnaturally cold... Frigid. His hand shakily reaches for the back of her head to cradle it against him - to cling to it and to her. Even if he knows he can cure that aspect, that will never change what happened to her. It doesn't change that it could happen again. He'll accept everything she says to him if that stupid argument was the reason.
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