He doesn't intend to put it off forever. Just until they're feeling better... He needs to make sure Rita's okay, he tells himself, but he feels terrible, too. It just feels like this has to be so much worse for her. She should never have to die... She looks so sad now even if she's trying to hide it. She's not even looking ahead. It's like she died in another way.

After a beat, he turns to wrap his arms around her again and pull her against him. His Rita... It probably doesn't even make sense to her, but he doesn't know how to explain that he just wants to hold her. He...wants to make things go back to the way they were before. This can't be real...