Log! Ongoing!

[vampiregemini.livejournal.com]

When; Now!
Rating; Hardcore NC-17
Characters; Greed, and TRC!Kamui
Summary; Kamui is depressed and needs some distraction. Seriously kinky sex ensues.
Log;
This wasn't normal for Kamui, or, at least... it didn't used to be. His current feelings of emptiness, loss, sadness; he had become quite accustomed to it in the last three years, but he hadn't always been this way. He was usually spunky, bratty, and often aggressive, but those were things he tended to lose as he lost hope.

Just as he had while waiting all those years for his brother to emerge from the water; just as he had in the last week, finally figuring out his twin just wasn't here. He didn't know what to do now: he needed his twin to survive, just as much as he needed blood. They were separated again, though, and he wasn't sure if they would find each other again this time. Finding someone in another world was near impossible.

And then there was the fact that Seishirou was still searching for his twin and could find him while they were separated; a fact... Kamui didn't even want to think about at the moment. "Goddamnit!" he wail-whimpered, curling up, his forehead to his knees as he sat on the floor. He needed something to stop him from thinking, and he needed it now.

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[so-very-greedy.livejournal.com]

Greed stepped inside Kamui's dwelling, as he had a tendency to just do, and looked down at him.

"Whoa! Whoa! Cut it out!" he said, kneeling to pick him up, "What the hell?"

He sat on a couch and rocked him in his lap, stroking his hair.

"Yo, Greed to Kamui. Come in."

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"Ah..." Kamui squeaked at first, somewhat shell-shocked to suddenly find himself in the man's lap, being comforted. No one comforted him, aside from his brother, which made this feel odd somehow, but... nice. Nice enough that he forgot himself for a moment, relaxing into it.

"It's..." he pulled away, trying to put on his strong front again, but instead just looking lost and sad, "Sorry. It's nothing."

[so-very-greedy.livejournal.com]

Man, he had comforting a lot of people lately. He should be getting counselor fees for all this.

He reached forward and pulled him backwards from behind, laying out and bringing Kamui to recline on him. The boy was flipped around to face Greed again.

"I'm pretty good at bein' confidential, curses aside. You can tell me whatever you want to get off your chest, ya' know?" he said. He stroked his hair and face gently, trying his best to put him at ease.

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"As I said, I do not like sharing my problems." His voice was soft, for once; no normal smart-assed tone to it at all. "My issues are my own. Mine alone. I just wish for a break from my thoughts concerning them." Besides, Greed probably wouldn't understand. Most people wouldn't. Most people wouldn't understand having a twin you love so much it pains, and feeling nothing but heartbreak when they were gone.

Or, rather, there might be one or two people he knew who would understand, but it would take a good deal of motivation before he could go to them.

[so-very-greedy.livejournal.com]

"True, but that doesn't mean it won't make you feel better to get it out. Like when I get really pissed off and want to tear some fucker in half? If I talk about it to someone, I tend to cool off faster."

He kissed Kamui hungrily, licking his lips.

"But if you don't want to talk, that's all you."

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"Don't worry about me," he pulled back and whispered, going in for a kiss himself. It was different, though, from their previous kisses: almost too aggressive. The change was not exactly intentional, however; Kamui's main defense mechanism being to become more violent when he was distressed, like a wounded animal. At least, he became like this with people he hadn't come to trust entirely, yet.

Inside, he was just depressed and submissive; a weird contrast in his internal and external emotions. If Greed managed to break through his barrier, things would be easy for him; if he didn't... Kamui could be inadvertantly dangerous.

[so-very-greedy.livejournal.com]

Greed forcibly held him still. Something wasn't right. He liked it rough on occasion, but he didn't seem right. He pushed him over and back onto the couch, getting close to his face.

Stop it, now."

[vampiregemini.livejournal.com]

Two options were warring in his mind at this sudden development: first being fighting Greed and slashing him up real nice, and the second being apologizing and letting Greed take control to filch all the comfort he could. Wasn't an easy decision, and thus, he instead found himself just staring at the man for a few moments, looking rather confused. "W-what?"

Maybe he was mentally worse off than he thought...

[so-very-greedy.livejournal.com]

Greed pulled him into an embrace, cradling his face in his neck.

"You can drink if ya' want, then we'll talk."

[vampiregemini.livejournal.com]

Kamui was still confused, especially by this new offer. He had just fed, for one thing; killed a woman in the process. Why would he need to feed again? Not that he was going to turn down a snack, of course. "O-okay," he agreed after a moment of thinking, sinking his teeth into Greed's neck, but not being too rough about it (he, after all, was not food deprived this time).

After a good sized snack, he pulled back, feeling a little full, but just as miserable as before. It still showed too: he still looked like a lonely, lost puppy. Who... still didn't want to talk, but it seemed as if he wasn't getting out of it. At least Greed was someone he liked.

[so-very-greedy.livejournal.com]

Granted, Greed would have most likely turned on him instantly if he knew he had killed a woman, but for now his ignorance was bliss. He cracked his back and refocused on Kamui.

"So what's the problem?"

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Kamui sighed, somewhat frustrated that he was having to talk about this. "My twin... he is not here." Which most people wouldn't think was such a big deal, but... well, Kamui knew most wouldn't understand. "I had just got him back after three years, but then I was dragged here, and we have been seperated again. I think I will die if we are seperated for such a long time again. I need him." He conviently left out the part about his twin being in danger, and the fact that Kamui loved him more than... what was considered natural, considering they were so closely related.

[so-very-greedy.livejournal.com]

"Ah, seperation anxiety, eh? I remember readin' about that. Twins are pretty close, eh?"

He ruffled the vampires hair and pulled him in close again.

"Nothin' stays gone forever around her. In some form or another, he may be back."

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"I am not made to process such liquids," he retorted, squirming a little. He was meant to use blood for nutrition; blood alone. It was hard enough to stomach certain human foods, even though he had to in order to fit in (although, secretly, there were some he enjoyed too). "Now just get on with it, damn it." An order, although given in a smooth, quiet tone; accompanied by a small hip thrust, trying to push him in even the least bit.

[so-very-greedy.livejournal.com]

Greed smiled and kissed Kamui deeply, probing his mouth.

"Your wish is my command."

He pushed in to the hilt with one smooth motion.

"Ah...I've missed that feelin'."

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Kamui let out something akin to a pleased grunt when he was entered, arms moving to hold onto the larger man. "God, so have I..." he almost-whispered out, nails extending slightly to rake over Greed's back. He'd missed being filled; it was a feeling that made him feel... not so empty without his brother, at least temporarily. Made him focus on that sensation and almost nothing else.

[so-very-greedy.livejournal.com]

Greed winced as he felt the tight passage contract around him.

"Still so tight," he said between kisses, "Not bad at all."

He began to move smoothly in and out of the vamp while he gently stroked his cock again. His hips angled upward, allowing him to push in at a better angle, hitting his spot more directly. One hand slid up over the young man's body to roughly twist one of his nipples.

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It was embarrassing to admit, but Kamui actually felt better knowing that while he was still a little looser, he was still tight enough to please. A stupid thing to be happy about, really: why should he care whether or not he could please another?

But, whatever... he wasn't going to think on that now. Instead, he focused on squeezing his ass's muscles with each of Greed's inward thrusts, wanting to heighten sensation for the man. Kamui, himself, was already quite pleased with this, moaning and whimpering whenever his spot was hit.

Of course, one of those whimpers turned into a loud yelp as his nippple was twisted, finding the sensation rather... nice. "Again..."

[so-very-greedy.livejournal.com]

Greed grunted, increasing the tempo of his hips as he stroked Kamui harder. He bent forward, pinching one nipple more roughly while licking and biting the other. Every few strokes he altered his movement, rotating his hips in a circle and stirring his prick in the boy's ass.

[vampiregemini.livejournal.com]

"Ahn!" Kamui cried out as his nipples were pinched and bitten, arching his chest into it sharply, still enjoying such sensations. He was very lucky indeed that he had a freakishly high pain tolerance; something that enabled such rough treatment to be erotic for him instead of insanely painful.

"Harder..." he whimpered as he felt Greed stirring him up, wanting to feel and get more. Wanting to feel like he was being tamed as he had been last time.

[so-very-greedy.livejournal.com]

"Oh, so that's how ya' want it, eh?" he said, smirking devilishly. He pulled out of Kamui with a wet pop, then yanked him up and quickly shover his upper body over the back of the couch. He reached around his front and started to jerk him again, then slammed his cock all the way back inside.

"Remember this, slut?" he hissed into the boy's ear, grinding his cock deep inside. A strong hand slapped against Kamui's pal rear.

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"God, yes..." he moaned out, panting, trying to keep his eyes open at least a little. He really did enjoy this: being sexually used, roughed up, dominated... all by a male who could obviously be stronger and more dangerous than himself. That was the only type of person Kamui would allow this of, but damn it, if Greed ever told anyone exactly how much Kamui submitted to him, he would kill him.

"I love... when you..." a loud moan, words becoming hard to string together now, "like this..." Anything to encourage more of this sadistic behaviour from the other.

[so-very-greedy.livejournal.com]

Greed's violet eyes flashed as he repeatedly power-fucked the prone by. He gave another hard slap to his ass and pulled back on his dark hair, biting his ear lightly. He concentrated the motion of his other hand around the crown of Kamui's manhood, squeezing the head in his fist.

"Now what do ya' want?" he growled. Another, much louder slap against his flesh. "I want to hear ya' tell me."

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Kamui continued to moan and whimper, body moving with Greed's and flinching a little with each slap.

"I..." he swallowed hard, also finding that he enjoyed his hair being pulled, which wasn't a surprise in this situation. Greed just brought out his severely hidden masochistic side. "do as you please." Was he actually... feeling embarrassed to be asking for this? Kamui could swear he felt his cheeks heating up quite a bit. "Use me. Call me names. Embarrass me." He wondered if Greed understood just how... rare it was for Kamui to let go like this with someone.

[so-very-greedy.livejournal.com]

The homunculus gave one very HARD slap that echoed through the room and pulled back further on his hair, raising the smaller male vertical against Greed's chest. Though he was a fairly nice guy, being with masochistic partners often brought out Greed's homunculus nature. The part of him that enjoyed playing rough.

"What's that, bitch? I asked ya' a question!" he said, pushing in on Kamui's abdomen to better position his G-spot. Greed's cock rubbed back and forth against it mercilessly, "I asked ya' what ya' want. The answer is, 'I want your cum in my ass, Greed-sama', got it?"

He growled and forced Kamui back over, plundering his ass hard enough to make the frame of the couch crack.

"Now say it."