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tampered2007-05-12 03:16 pm
angelic-fangirl.livejournal.com) wrote in tampered2007-05-12 03:16 pm
Log, ongoing
When; 4th May (backdated!)
Rating; PG?
Characters; Uriel (![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
repentedwings) and Kirie/Doll (angelic_fangirl).
Summary; Kirie remembers everything. Uriel offers aid and comfort.
Log;
Death was never pleasant, no matter how many times she had experienced the painfully numb sensation, it hurt her inside. Her limbs still trembled, her balance lost for hours after she returned; Kirie disregarded informing the world (and, most importantly, her beloved Rosiel-sama) she was back.
It wasn't because of neglectment, but fear. Her life (lives) had played completely, the second she returned to the City. Vividly real, unable to be blocked this time. She recalled Katan's warning, a scene she wanted to forget but didn't, her last realization that the man she loved had used her so cruelly. Sara's face, her pure sacrifice. She could never forget that face, the face she died for. Because of Sara Mudou.
Uriel's reaction to her made sense one. Kirie squeezed her eyes shut, remembering the precious time she spent in his company as his doll and maid. How happy she had been in death, away from the Academy's judgmental standards, away from the glorious light of Rosiel-sama.
Then... she saw the monster called Sandalphon.
Kirie screamed and sobbed alone, hidden in the very building where she had practiced to kill Sara again. She couldn't type a message until a day after, unable to express her despair and her disorientation in a logic way.
Rosiel-sama had killed her.
There, after she finally employed the journal, she spoke with Master Uriel again. He invited her to kindly stay with him, but Kirie didn't know if it had been smart to agree. She was miserable and needed any comfort. She no longer could stare at her reflection and see herself. Sara's face returned to her, sometimes with darker hair, like doll had.
The flood of memories didn't define her identity - it only made unclear who she really was. Yet, Kirie waited for Uriel, knowing a high angel would be able to track her aura with ease.
She waited and wondered if Rosiel would ever miss her asbsence.
Rating; PG?
Characters; Uriel (
repentedwings) and Kirie/Doll (angelic_fangirl).Summary; Kirie remembers everything. Uriel offers aid and comfort.
Log;
Death was never pleasant, no matter how many times she had experienced the painfully numb sensation, it hurt her inside. Her limbs still trembled, her balance lost for hours after she returned; Kirie disregarded informing the world (and, most importantly, her beloved Rosiel-sama) she was back.
It wasn't because of neglectment, but fear. Her life (lives) had played completely, the second she returned to the City. Vividly real, unable to be blocked this time. She recalled Katan's warning, a scene she wanted to forget but didn't, her last realization that the man she loved had used her so cruelly. Sara's face, her pure sacrifice. She could never forget that face, the face she died for. Because of Sara Mudou.
Uriel's reaction to her made sense one. Kirie squeezed her eyes shut, remembering the precious time she spent in his company as his doll and maid. How happy she had been in death, away from the Academy's judgmental standards, away from the glorious light of Rosiel-sama.
Then... she saw the monster called Sandalphon.
Kirie screamed and sobbed alone, hidden in the very building where she had practiced to kill Sara again. She couldn't type a message until a day after, unable to express her despair and her disorientation in a logic way.
Rosiel-sama had killed her.
There, after she finally employed the journal, she spoke with Master Uriel again. He invited her to kindly stay with him, but Kirie didn't know if it had been smart to agree. She was miserable and needed any comfort. She no longer could stare at her reflection and see herself. Sara's face returned to her, sometimes with darker hair, like doll had.
The flood of memories didn't define her identity - it only made unclear who she really was. Yet, Kirie waited for Uriel, knowing a high angel would be able to track her aura with ease.
She waited and wondered if Rosiel would ever miss her asbsence.