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When; 4th May (backdated!)
Rating; PG?
Characters; Uriel (repentedwings) and Kirie/Doll (angelic_fangirl).
Summary; Kirie remembers everything. Uriel offers aid and comfort.
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Death was never pleasant, no matter how many times she had experienced the painfully numb sensation, it hurt her inside. Her limbs still trembled, her balance lost for hours after she returned; Kirie disregarded informing the world (and, most importantly, her beloved Rosiel-sama) she was back.

It wasn't because of neglectment, but fear. Her life (lives) had played completely, the second she returned to the City. Vividly real, unable to be blocked this time. She recalled Katan's warning, a scene she wanted to forget but didn't, her last realization that the man she loved had used her so cruelly. Sara's face, her pure sacrifice. She could never forget that face, the face she died for. Because of Sara Mudou.

Uriel's reaction to her made sense one. Kirie squeezed her eyes shut, remembering the precious time she spent in his company as his doll and maid. How happy she had been in death, away from the Academy's judgmental standards, away from the glorious light of Rosiel-sama.

Then... she saw the monster called Sandalphon.

Kirie screamed and sobbed alone, hidden in the very building where she had practiced to kill Sara again. She couldn't type a message until a day after, unable to express her despair and her disorientation in a logic way.

Rosiel-sama had killed her.

There, after she finally employed the journal, she spoke with Master Uriel again. He invited her to kindly stay with him, but Kirie didn't know if it had been smart to agree. She was miserable and needed any comfort. She no longer could stare at her reflection and see herself. Sara's face returned to her, sometimes with darker hair, like doll had.

The flood of memories didn't define her identity - it only made unclear who she really was. Yet, Kirie waited for Uriel, knowing a high angel would be able to track her aura with ease.

She waited and wondered if Rosiel would ever miss her asbsence.

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Soft footsteps could be heard as the angel carried himself in silence. Had he wanted to remain undetected he could walked in quieter footsteps - but he allowed himself to be known. There was only one other here and she knew he would be coming for her. Long tresses of earth-toned hair framed his gentle face as soft eyes gazed about the warehouse.

A gloved hand came to rest on his hip, pausing for a moment in the darkened room. It was a fairly large warehouse to begin with that had a few floors to it. Abandoned - falling apart - a perfect place to hid and be alone. But this would not last for long. In the back of his mind troubled thoughts continued to plague him about the young angel he sought to care for.

"Kirie?" His voice echoed off the bare walls, sounding throughout the level.

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She heard him as his voice echoed the walls. Kirie tried to wash her face and tidy her blood-stainted Academy uniform. Taking a breath, she left the bathroom as the shards of the broken mirror fell into pieces to the sink.

Tentatively, she stepped into the light, looking up the tall angel. He looked as a tree and felt as one with the scent of earth and the nature aura Uriel carried himself with.

"Master..."

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He needn't ask how the young angel was fairing - from the sight of her he could tell immediately that she was just as confused and torn as before. Extending a hand out to her there was only comfort in his tone as he spoke to her.

"Come here, Kirie."

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Kirie looked at the hand then at him, she didn't know if she should take it. What would Rosiel-sama say? Her heart ached when she recalled how coldly he ripped it out her chest.

Casting her gaze down, she approached but didn't take the hand.

"I tried to kill Sara Mudou."

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There wasn't any need for her to tell him this - Uriel knew beforehand. But he said nothing of this, only watching the young one with a neutral expression upon his features. "You did so despite the fact that Setsuna and his friend were there, ready and more than willing to protect her?"

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"That wasn't--" Kirie protested, thinking that she sounded more stupid she really was. "They were gone when I attacked Sara, I miscalculated their return." She paused, still gazing at the ground. The tips of her footwear, the grim of the floor. "I can't go back with you home. I'm sorry, Master."

She had died twice withing the City walls, she could not leave and take care of his Mansion in Hades.