http://black_ginryuu.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] black-ginryuu.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] tampered2006-08-04 07:51 pm

Kurogane and Ranmaru Decidedly Not-Angsting and Not-Fighting [Log = Incomplete]

When; After Ranmaru figures out how to help Zack he gives up his life and transfers it to Zack and then faints on the floor, so Kurogane has to play Knight and come rescue him~ *deep breath*
Rating; Who knows~? Definitely more than PG14.
Characters; Kurogane [[livejournal.com profile] black_ginryuu] and Ranmaru [[livejournal.com profile] elegantorchid]
Summary; See above.
Log;

Arriving in Ranmaru's apartment was not the hard part, nor was carrying him to his bed and finding a cloth to wet in cool water to put on his slightly feverish forehead. It was the waking up part that Kurogane was not looking forward to. By now he had figured out that something was going on that he wasn't privy to, and he didn't like it.

He also didn't like the fact that it seemed like every battle he picked in this city ended up with him loosing. That was not the way it was supposed to work. He was supposed to be strong - the strongest - and all these stupid so-called deities were taking over his fucking life. He was even more on edge than he usually was, and he didn't think he could handle any more bad surprises. He Just. Wanted. To Get. Home.

One large hand ran through his hair and over his face before he used it to touch Ranmaru's cheek. The unhealthy heat was going down, but even after he had asertained that fact, his fingers lingered on the soft skin and his eyes were gentler than usual. Maybe it was just because Ranmaru was such a familiar face, so similar to the people at home. Maybe he liked breaking down people's shells. Maybe he just liked beautiful men.

In any case, he wasn't leaving any time soon.

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-06 03:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Ranmaru already knew- he knew he'd be angry if someone did such a thing for him, had he been dead. And what was more, the decision was so impulsive, added to the fact that it had been honesty day- that there had been no way to control his actions. He could have, there was no doubt. But he hadn't, and that alone, he could already foresee causing him a lot of problems later on.

Not to mention he'd made a deal with Kaen..

Suddenly, Kurogane's words brought him back, and he turned his face back up towards him, the wave making sure that once again, vision was briefly restored, before vanishing again. He could see-- he knew that much- then why wasn't it clearing up..?

It made no sense. And then, Ranmaru felt strangely ill. He knew he had felt this way before, and it was strangely familiar-- it was realisation, telling him, that after this, he would no longer be among the ranks of the living-- already wasn't-- and he had succeeded.

And so, with a rather shaking hand, moved away from the warmth of Kurogane's face, Ranmaru touched the large hand that seemed to be protecting his face entirely. He turned his face, eyebrows narrowing as he felt the stinging in his eyes subside to an absolutely new kind.. and he let out a shivering sigh.

"Why.. Kurogane..?" he whispered. "You're always looking out for me. I've caused nothing but trouble since I got here, and I.." he held in a breath, tried to, but it still came out choked. "... I have too much pride to ever want to do anything for someone by making sure they want it. I know my intentions were good.. but I keep forgetting." he inhaled, "I keep forgetting others are capable too.." his eyes closing and hi fingers gently clutching the black-clad warrior's, turning his face within them.

"After seeing all that.." his voice grew quieter. ".. how can you still want to look out for.. for.." he could feel the tears rolling down his eyes and he cursed under his breath. Yes, he was emotional, but not emotional enough to cry..

But here it was, a good oppurtunity at most. He pulled his head back in surprise, as tears began to freely flow down his cheeks, and he moved a hand to them..

Little by little, as the pain in his heart grew, he could see his hand in front of him begin to focus.. and then, as he raised his gaze, his tearstreaked face focused on the other warrior, recognition began showing in his eyes.

Blurs.. colors.. shape.. form.

"K-Kurogane.." he whispered in alarm, as he blushed, trying to blink and focus again. "Ah-- I'm not-- don't think I'm cr--" he wasn't -sad- enough to cry and he wouldn't have cried in front of Kurogane-- GREAT. It just had to have come when he was making a passionate little speech. Now what would it look like..?

Oh damn that Marluxia..

And little by little.. that face came into view..

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-06 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
He closed his eyes when the other man dabbed away his tears, feeling the pressure of his touch and wanting to wince under it. Being as he was, the skin on his face was surprisingly clear for a boy his age, and didn't suffer the weather-beaten look that many warriors his he did back home-- but then, he'd never really been in severe situations enough to well, destroy him in any way (though he could name many where it had been tried.)

He sat still, opening his eyes halfway, and frowning-- or rather pouting slightly when he felt he couldn't cry anymore, and moved a hand to Kurogane's to take the sheets and wiped his face himself. He wasn't a baby.

After some moments of uncomfortable silence, Ranmaru shook his head, trying to focus again. However, this time, a small smile lay on his lips as he watched him, and for the first time in days, weeks.. he finally found the vision return to his gaze. It was still fuzzy, perhaps a little troubled still..

But it was getting better, he knew it.

And so, his hand going onto Kurogane's that had so gently tended to him despite all, Ranmaru sighed softly and bowed his head, raising the hand lightly and holding it in both of his.

It was moment's hesitation, but then he whispered,

"You praise me, Kurogane..." and with those words, he turned the hand and gently moving his face down, he kissed the center of his palm, lingering there.

A sign of deep gratitude.

"Thank you.. for all that you do for this person.." his words were a shaky whisper. He meant them all from his heart and he the drew back, sniffing as he kept his head lowered.

"I owe you much, Kurogane."

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-07 09:51 am (UTC)(link)
Not being a person used to any sort of intimacy whatsoever, Ranmaru found himself turning crimson when the hand lingered along the back of his neck. He held his breath when Kurogane moved it away, surpised by the strange sort of chill he felt when the other warrior moved his hand away and then the uncomfortable silence followed as Ranmaru glanced to a side, unsteady gaze trying to focus yet more and was about to sigh.

When Kurogane's words hit him.

You're happy, I'm happy..

Wait. What? The confusion came across the boy's face and he turned, his vision still focusing but enough for the other man to be able to tell that he was aware of him, looking at him..

And then.. he found himself blushing, smiling shyly. So that's how it was.. he was saying one thing, behaving otherwise.. perhaps his presence made him nervous, and he began to chuckle, moving a hand under his mouth and laughed lightly.

This was too sweet..

".. that.. is the most affectionate thing I have heard anyone say to me.." he whispered amidst chuckles, raising his gaze and focusing on Kurogane's darker eyes. His own remained calm, and he gently extended a hand totouch the other's cheek, turning his face toward him..

"Are you sure there is nothing you want, Kurogane-san..? Surely.. for you have done so much.." he whispered, surprised at his own boldness. He knew what he mentioned was a bold thing, but at this moment, there was nothing more he could be grateful for, than the company of the man who was sitting before him.

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-07 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Wait-- Ranmaru's mind began to protest in surprise. He hadn't meant-- holy Bishamonten, had he just given off the wrong message somehow? His eyes widened briefly, before another silent realisation settled in. He didn't mind that he had.

His offer of giving Kurogane anything had sincerely been meant very innocently. Ranmaru was not a person with cravings for the flesh, and although he had understood that it was inevitable (how many curse days had resulted in him behaving in a manner that was extremely unlike him?) he hadn't quite expected..

And then, it didn't matter at all. Whatever happened, whatever was to come.. it just didn't matter. Why couldn't he have this when he wanted it? When he didn't mind it?

When Kurogane-san was here and it mattered most that he was, at all.

His smile turned coy, shy, a mixture of the two.. before he turned his gaze onto his face, the boldness returning. And then.. his hand slid down to touch Kurogane's jawline..

".. and if I say you have that permission..?" he whispered, silver eyes twinkling with a hint of mischief.

Yes, he was treading into dangerous territory..

But death had been crossed. This was barely anything.

In fact.. this was more welcome.

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-07 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
He did think for a moment that perhaps he should. If he were to pull away, he would be rebuking him, something he truly didn't wish to do- and at the same time, he felt it wasn't necessary. He was an adult, and he knew that men had wants-- he himself had wants. Perhaps not acquired in his lifetime but.. now?

It was confusing, but he decided not to think too deeply on that. After all, who was he to deny what he knew he didn't want to deny?

Kurogane was an interesting man, he had to give him that. He wasn't actively pursuing any relationship or carnal pleasures, but after having been alone for so long and to have this sort of attention come from someone who obviously cared didn't quite seem to be too troublesome for him.

It made him feel warm inside.

His eyes did widen briefly, before losing focus for a bit and he hesitantly touched his lips back in return. He'd often seen his men do this, on their campaigns, maybe a district in Shimabara.. he wasn't unaware, that much was there. He'd just never thought it'd be done to him.

His lips are soft.. he found himself thinking.. and letting his defenses fall, Ranmaru closed his eyes and moved his face, drawing Kurogane closer with the urge of his hand, as if telling him, with the kiss, to take it.

What was done was done.. no changing, no holding back.

He wanted to be comforted and he'd take it as it was given.

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-07 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
While being aware of the acts of carnal pleasure that went on around him, Ranmaru had kept himself from them. He hadn't ever needed them, hadn't ever desired them, it had been close to nothing for him.

It didn't mean he was an innocent to what was happening now.

When the kiss intensified, the young warrior paused briefly, feeling his heartbeat pick up. It was frightening, yet strangely exhilirating to a certain degree, and he hesitantly parted his lips open, trying to feel more of that hot, bittersweet taste that made up Kurogane, abashed at the fact that he was even daring to do this..

What would my Lords think of me now..? he found himself thinking, even as he was crushed against Kurogane's form and he moved a leg to the side of his body up on the bed- his breaths coming out heated, but instinctively moving closer until he had to break for air..

And found himself in a more.. provocative position than he'd originally started.

He blushed red, looking into Kurogane's eyes with a mixture of shock and wonder, his chest heaving and falling with effort.

".. Kurogane." he could barely be coherent, his vision sharpening with each taken breath, and the heat he felt from the other already. He'd never done this physically.

After a brief moment of hesitation, the warrior glanced away shyly, embarassedly.

".. I.. you're.." he stuttered. Then he paused, inhaled, and whispered, ".. I haven't ever done this before." the request was silent. I'll let you have this, but don't do all the work...

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-07 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
His cheeks must have burned a further amount of crimson, because he felt hot. Painfully so. The grin was rather intimidating-- and cute, to a certain degree, and though he seemed hesitant, Ranmaru didn't disallow the movement that allowed him into Kurogane's lap.

From the flushed expression and the heavy breathing, topped with the position he was in, Ranmaru may have appeared to be a child. And in a sense, to what he was doing right now, he rightfully was. But he wasn't unaware of what had to happen. Oh, no. He knew what he had asked for, and was allowing it to progess.

Somewhere, deep inside, he just wanted to be held.

At Kurogane's asked question, Ranmaru felt himself burn even more crimson and quickly looked away, hesitating for a bit, then.. as if gathering himself, he turned a rather coy, determined look onto Kurogane. And in response, a slight smirk appearing on his lips, Ranmaru moved a finger to Kurogane's mouth, pressing against it as he 'accidentally' bumped up his own lower body closest to that hardening member between Kurogane's legs, silver eyes watching him curiosly.

"I never back down from a challenge.. Kurogane." he whispered, eyes flashing with a hint of quiet competition within them. "This body has taken much more than you could possibly harm it.." the last part was mentioned in a gentler whisper, and as if to accent his point, Ranmaru leaned forward and kissed the side of Kurogane's mouth, lingering there.

"I told you to ask and take what you wanted.

I never go back on my word. Don't stop.." he whispered, voice husky. They'd started this, they were going to continue it..

And feel that warmth again.

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-07 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
He was surprised by the force with which Kurogane acted and wondered briefly, if he should remind him to slow down. He was, after all- quite new to this and it was somewhat intimidating but at the same time, he was excited. Excited enough to, perhaps, allow Kurogane the leeway to continue.

He was getting warmer.. with each caress and kiss, Ranmaru's head spun and he let out a startled gasp between a strong kiss, his lips lightly flushed from the force of it, turning a bright red shade and he moved his arms around Kurogane's shoulders to draw their upper bodies up closer.

Pressed against each other the way they were, Ranmaru could feel the warm, lively thunder of Kurogane's heartbeat, and he smiled, a coy look entering his eyes as he broke the kiss he was being given, and extended a hand back into Kurogane's hair, lacing his fingers into the dark spikes in the back of his head and tugging him up close so he could just breathe past his lips.

"Impatient, aren't you.. Kurogane-san~" he purred the words, before he moved his left hand to trail over Kurogane's shoulder, and followed to the collar of his robes, fingering his collarbone and watching him.

"Be gentle." he told him in a tone that said it like a command, but his eyes held the sincerity behind that request. "I want to be able to walk tomorrow."

Okay, so maybe he was teasing too.

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-07 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
That made Ranmaru pause, allowing the lull of Kurogane's voice to run through him, and it sent shivers down his body, into the places he never usually gave a second thought to at most times.

When on duty.

His silver eyes remained calm, though, as he felt the hardness beneath him.. and then, they lit up with mischief as Ranmaru slid his hands to Kurogane's chest.

Not a moment lost, before Kurogane would be able to react, he pushed him down- Ranmaru was not as frail as he looked and that push had some strength to it. Enough to throw the man who's lap he occupied down without batting an eyelid.

Watching, as Kurogane's head hit the area beneath the pillow, Ranmaru smirked at him, getting on all fours over Kurogane's body and looking down at him.

"Too bad." he whispered, in response to Kurogane's last reply about being impatient. Leaning down, he planted a soft kiss on the other warrior's throat, his tongue tentatively touching the flesh. He'd often had fantasies on occasion, wondering how this skin would feel to a kiss-- he'd seen his men do it, now..

Hm. Maybe watching them hadn't been so bad after all.

Because in the next few moments, Ranmaru's hand had gone to a side, beneath him.. and stroked Kurogane's member through the fabric of his clothing teasingly.

"I'm the most patient being you'll meet."

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-08 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
What Kurogane was overlooking was the fact that Ranmaru was a virgin physically, not mentally. In the world he lived in, it would have to be some sort of monk that didn't know what these things were-- though they'd probably know more, then again. He couldn't find a comparison.

But as the soldier's hands came and held his hips, Ranmaru merely tilted his head to a side, watching Kurogane quietly, then let out a soft breathy chuckle, his fingers cupping around the other's member through the fabric, letting go, cupping it again.. a tease, preparation, maybe..?

As he gazed down into the other's face, he found himself smiling. Strangely, it was a warm smile. Had the man made any show of wanting this earlier, he may have turned him away. But at the moment, Ranmaru was perfectly alright if not absolutely willing to do this. It wouldn't change anything, somehow, if they progressed to being lovers, because.. they weren't like that. He trusted Kurogane not to take it to levels that would be uncomfortable emotionally.

He liked that feeling.

He shifted slightly and clutched the belt of Kurogane's robe in a hand, tugging on it before beginning to deftly undo it- and when he'd loosened the robes enough to reveal the other's chest, he smirked to himself, slipping forward and removing his hand from Kurogane's member and onto his stomach, sliding upwards as if he was still blind and wanting to learn the contours of the warrior's body.

He then clasped the other's robes with both hands and in a forceful action, tugged him up a little.. just so when Ranmaru bent, their faces could be close. Then, with a rather playful smirk, he whispered against his lips, "The one on top initiates the challenges. Are you sure you can take me on, Kurogane?" his eyes looked into Kurogane's red ones, and he blushed a little, grinning.

Ranmaru was not submissive. And he was certain, with this action, Kurogane would know he was not dealing with someone who didn't put up a fight when he'd have to.

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-09 03:14 pm (UTC)(link)
He was drawing this out more than necessary, he knew--not undressing himself, but making sure Kurogane was certainly aroued. Even if he wasn't into anything, he made sure that those involved definitely had their pleasures satiated.

Which was what he was doing; he hardly needed this- but now, seeing Kurogane's need and want, there was no way he could avoid it even if he wanted to and he didn't want to avoid it.

So when Kurogane grinned, Ranmaru found himself smirking and he leaned forward to kiss the side of his mouth, adjusting himself so that Kurogane could partly lean against the headboard of the bed, and lay gentle kisses over his jawline, collarbone, trailing downwards, and slipping his robes open just as equally.

He felt bold, yes, and he wasn't stopping himself. The only thing keeping him going being his thoughts, Kurogane-san wants this, I'm making him happy, I want to be held.. he had no second thoughts or complaints.

Soon, Ranmaru ended up positioning himself on all fours between the other's legs, his hands sliding over the larger man's thighs and he smirked up at him as he remained there, loosening the robes enough to finally release and free him from the confines of his clothing. His right hand then went to cup the member again, this time freely, and he glanced up to watch Kurogane's reaction.

"Then try holding back. Let's see if you can do that." no sooner had the words been whispered, that Ranmaru gave the member two more strokes and then moved his mouth close to it, giving it a teasing lick-- then, as he'd often seen, and knew he might have wanted to experience sometime-- he went down on him with his mouth, shamelessly-- uninhibitedly.

Yes, he was new to this-- but not unaware. He wasn't being forced, he wasn't being at all taunted into this.

He wanted it for himself.

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-11 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
Ranmaru was certain of what he was doing, simply because it was something he wouldn't have minded having done to himself. His breaths were careful and he focused on making sure that Kurogane wasn't lost of any attention- he wanted to do this well and he was trying his best to do it as satisfyingly as he could manage.

He felt the hand in his hair, nearly purred at the touch-- then-- he found himself staring up at the other warrior in surprise, expression bemused-- before he felt the world suddenly linger or him and let out a gasp of surprise, throwing his head back, when he was straddled. Well, this wasn't something he was used to at all, usually a shove like that was met with a knee to the gut, so he had to keep himself in check--

However, it was when his clothes began coming off a little too easily that Ranmaru let out a startled cry, his face coloring brilliant crimson. "K-Kurogane--!" he protested, his voice surprised, and ended up trying to reach for his shredded clothes to cover himself back. Why, that-- he made a face up at him, beginning to struggle, as if to get free, but he couldn't help but hide a grin.

"That isn't fair-- I wasn't finished!" he protested, eyes twinkling with a light mischief and warmth.

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-12 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
The kiss didn't quite silent him, but it did make him melt a little inside. Kurogane's touch was warm, and he let out a shuddering gasp as their hips touched. He felt strangely exposed, never having been so bare in front of anyone, especially not in a situation such as this.. and very soon, he found himself sensitive and shuddering to Kurogane's touch and nips.

If this was what would be called 'life beyond death'-- then he really had no reason to complain.

However, it was when Kurogane's hand began to move that Ranmaru found his eyes widening in surprise and he tried sitting up--only to end up leaning against the larger mn's chest, trying to stifle his gasps of surprise.

"K-Kurogane--" he breathed, tilting his head back as he did so and letting out breathy gasp. After some minutes, he could feel the heat racing through his body and he tried to shift, to move his hand to the other's chest and make him stop--

He could barely be coherent in this state, but he managed a soft, breathy whisper.

".. don't.. let me come.. alone.." he whispered, silver eyes turning up to the other's in a silent sort of desperation and need.

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-12 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
With his hand being permitted to move in accordance to what he wanted to do, Ranmaru moaned softly as he leaned further against Kurogane, trying to balance himself- and unable to resist beginning to gently rock his hips into the other's hold.

Warm.. it was so warm and for a boy who didn't do this as often, Ranmaru wasn't exactly experienced in holding back. He was alredy flustered, his free hand clutching Kurogane's shoulder and his member throbbing for the attention that was being bestowed on it by Kurogane's more experienced hand.

As his mouth met Kurogane's again, Ranmaru felt his cheeks heat up and he let out a tight gasp of need, moing his face into the side of the other's neck.

"K-Kuroga--gane-- I can't--" hold back, is what he wanted to say, but the words never left him. He attempted though, trying to resist and his own speed picking up with Kurogane's member, his hand moving as fast and tantalizingly as the other's..

So it was in death. It didn't mean he couldn't enjoy it.

"Gh--AH!!!" So-- So close..

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-13 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
That was startingly all the motivation he needed, because as Ranmaru's nails dug into Kurogane's shoulder for support, he could feel his body begin to heat up, reaching the pinnacle of that very pleasure he hadn't ever allowed himself. Why was he allowing this at all..?

Or rather, why hadn't he ever allowed this sooner..?

Before he knew what was going on, his gasps began to come out loudly, but urprisingly, his own work on Kurogane's member didn't slow down or lax-- in fact, his concentration only breaking when he felt his entire world go white..

The heat that pulsed forth from his member was accompanied by a mewl of pleasure, of want, and of a whispered name.. "K-Kurogane..~~!!"

And as he came closer, it was clear he was holding himself back, as he shook his head and whispered..

"Together--"

And allowed the white, heated, beautiful haze to take him...

[identity profile] elegantorchid.livejournal.com 2006-08-15 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)
He was breathing heavily, his slender form barely able to take so much at once. He wasn't used to it, that much was obvious-- but what had come, well. It was pleasurable, sensual and relieving... if just a bit messy. Inwardly, he told himself how and why this was the reason he didn't usually bother indulging in such activity; it caused quite a mess.

But as of this moment, lying back against the bed and Kurogane's form over him, he couldn't say he had much reason to complain. He brought his clean hand up and over Kurogane's back, pushing him down further over him and smiling with his eyes closed.. uncaring of whether he was crushed or not.

"... so that's it.." he murmured softly, turning and planting a small kiss just under Kurogane's ear and smiling. "... felt nice."

Getting a handjob did, anyway. He hadn't had anyone do that to him, ever. Blushing slightly, Ranmaru stroked over Kurogane's arm gently, trying to bite back down the new wave of tears that was threatning to spill over.

"Thank you.." he whispered, for coming here and even if it was through this, taking his mind off what he had done.

"Thank you very much, Kurogane." this time, he drew his hand over his face, moving it so that he could stare into the waror's red eyes.. then leaned forward and captured his mouth with his own. A kiss of gratitude, but nothing lacking where kissing was concerned.. the kiss being full and deep.. before he gently broke it, his breaths still shaky and lingering there..

"We should clean you.up.." he whispered as an afterthought.