http://priestlynun.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] priestlynun.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] tampered2008-02-16 04:18 pm

Log; Ongoing

When; Friday, February 15 (early evening)
Rating; PG-13?
Characters; Riza Hawkeye [[livejournal.com profile] guardianed] & Heinkel Wolfe [[livejournal.com profile] priestlynun]
Summary; Heinkel invites Riza out for a drink.
Log;

Heinkel Wolfe loitered outside of Seventh Heaven, eyes taking the measure of passersby, and definitely not liking what they were seeing.

Deep down, she realized the prudence of accepting a waitressing job at said bar before visiting it for the first time. Knowing the Church here couldn't support its clergy financially was enough of a bitter pill to swallow. But being smacked with the inevitable confirmation that yes, she would be working and serving the vile residents of this hellish purgatory masquerading as a metropolis – that bridge was best crossed after the silver die had been cast, not before. However, getting the painful introduction over while she could still pass as a paying customer also struck her as a wise move. Heinkel was an unapologetic fanatic, but – contrary to what many chose to see or believe – not a stupid one. Hitting up that loony angel for housing during a time of magnanimity had blessed her and Yumie with some financial flexibility. Yet you can't expect God to constantly give you handouts. The Almighty helps those who help themselves.

Speaking of help ...

The Iscariot slipped tinted glasses down the bridge of her nose, a naked gaze cutting into the first signs of dusk. There were a number of reasons why Heinkel invited Riza Hawkeye out for a drink, but she didn't really focus on any one of them in particular. Her gut said it was a sound idea, and that's all that mattered. The Holy Spirit spoke with wordless purity. Excessive thought only led to devilish temptation disguising itself as sound logic. Yet the longer she waited, the more her mind wandered, and especially towards the monstrous den of heathens she was about to enter. Agitation rising, cigarette dwindling, Heinkel hoped her companion for the evening would show up soon. She really needed a beer.

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-02-28 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
Hawkeye had long since learned not to bat an eye at the eccentricities of others, and while the leg on the bench was once again unexpected, it was nothing to cause concern, and she dismissed it along with the critical glance she'd gotten earlier with a mental shrug.

"I've no particular preference."

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-02-28 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
Hawkeye had settled back into the seat of the booth, watching the waitress depart, unconsciously noting the flow of people within Seventh Heaven, before she became aware of Heinkel's watchful eye, and turned back to the woman, meeting her gaze evenly until she spoke.

The question took her slightly aback, and her face showed it, one eyebrow raising itself on it's own. Both the abrupt nature of it, and the content of the question itself. Although, if she thought about it, she supposed it was fairly well known that she was a gun-user, and fairly circumspect. So perhaps not so odd.

But still...

Hawkeye paused for a long moment, attempting to figure out the best response, before shrugging. "It all depends on the situation. My job has never required me to be unarmed." And by inference, never required to seem unarmed. Nor would she choose a job that dictated her to be so, not with so many foes around.

...Heinkel had named her guns. The thought hit her after she spoke, and her gaze shifted to the gleam of metal, turning slightly curious for a brief moment before being blotted from her face and raising her gaze again to the woman across the table, face neutral once more.

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-02-28 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
Well. Once in the subject, Hawkeye was much better at controlling her face. It was neutral to the point of stony, impassive to the point of blank. But her gaze was no less keen as she met the other woman's gaze.

"Nor did I imply I was." Which was entirely true. "I merely adjust according to the situation." Also entirely true. A flicker of something - akin to distaste perhaps - died halfway through manifestation in her eyes, and Hawkeye closed her eyes briefly, before speaking lowly but clearly. "If you want to know how I am armed at the moment, I do have two pistols on my person. I keep them concealed for a reason."

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-02-28 07:27 am (UTC)(link)
Hawkeye quelled a surge of irritation. Really, if all the she had wanted to know was whether she was armed or not, she could have just asked that, instead of the other question. And the blonde had no inclination to tell her how she carried her guns. That was part of the reason they were concealed.

Fortunately for her, the arrival of the beer seemed to have distracted her, at least momentarily, and Riza caught the glass slid her direction automatically, hiding her surprise at the alacrity with which Heinkel had downed her drink behind the lip of her own, taking a sip only before setting it down, vague smile reappearing on her lips at the other's remarks.

"I've certainly had worse myself."

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-02-28 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
That was a quick drink.


Hawkeye sighed inwardly- she should have known better than to think the arrival of the drinks would do more than momentarily distract the other woman. The Lieutenant knew how bullish Heinkel could be. She'd find out eventually; and it wasn't like this was terribly classified information, and Riza inclined her head.

"Purse and thigh holster, as it's locations you seem to want." The combination had served her well in the past. It wasn't just from a desire to get out of the habitual uniform pants when she could that she wore skirts; the practicality of being able to conceal a second weapon on her person outweighed all other options.

This wasn't precisely an innocuous discussion over drinks; nor was it the discussion anticipated considering the conversation that had led to the invitation in the first place. Hawkeye glanced out towards the mill of people again, merely a watchful eye for changes.

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-02-29 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
Hawkeye inclined her head at the compliment, but the question posed after it drained whatever flippancy might still have been lingering in her face, eyes focused on something intangible. Not distant, anything but distant; her eyes were hard to the point of emulating the steel she carried with her.

I follow the Colonel. And to her that was all the explanation she needed; it was the only reason. But Hawkeye knew that it was not so simple for others to see.

"I have a promise to keep." That was the simple answer, the thread that tied the blonde's long string of choices and actions together. How to explain the importance of that promise? It would be impossible. "I chose to go into the military on my own, and it is my choice to follow that path daily." A pause, and Hawkeye's gaze re-entered standard levels of intensity, and the hand that had automatically semi-curled into the grip of holding a pistol curled completely into a loose fist, before being relaxed.

Alchemists work for the good of the people. Unless they're military. She knew it as she knew it was her father's opinion. And she had chosen to follow a dog of the military anyways. But it had been her choice to do so. Riza Hawkeye, the individual, had chosen that path.

"They have goals I wish to see accomplished."

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-02-29 03:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Hawkeye shot a glare over the table; well chosen her words may have been, but lies they were not.

"Do you think that is all that is? Just pretty words with no meaning?" Nothing could have been further from the truth. "What I told you is the truth. It merely sounds polished from the surface."

Hawkeye dropped her fist to her lap so that she could clench it tight, palm protesting as her fingernails dug into her skin, eyes still holding the other woman's in a gaze almost disconcertingly intense. "My promise is to protect. I entered the military to keep that promise, knowing what else it meant." It meant the guilt of Ishbal on her shoulders, even before she was fully trained. It meant watching the alchemy she'd given be used for purposes neither of them had wanted. It meant, and it meant, and it meant.

She had had this conversation before, with Winry, when Winry had still been a young girl. "It is not an unsullied thing; I will have to walk through a river of mud to keep it."

Her confession? No one would hear her confession- it was barely hers to give. An explanation she could attempt to provide.

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-03-03 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
"It means I understand the risks."

She would die for it if necessary, but she knew that she was more useful alive. So did the homunculi. She was far, far more useful to them alive. If they had wanted to kill her, they'd had more than the perfect opportunity. Pride had had her completely at his mercy, with those small dark hands wrapped around her legs, arms, neck, squeezing and damaging until she had called his game. She was a hostage. And those were only useful alive.

"If you're talking about the people? I'm well aware that only my uniform protects me against the acts I've committed as a member of the military. Wartime heros have no place in a peaceful world." Her gaze had never wavered. Some part of Hawkeye's brain registered that the other woman's gaze had not either, noted it down, but her own glare had softened none.

"And if you're talking about the one I chose to follow, I chose to follow him because he is not that sort of man."

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-03-03 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
Hawkeye had to keep herself from sighing- really, there was only so much you could say before you ran back into the brick wall of witchcraft again. But it wasn't worth the time to debate that. Heinkel could say the Colonel was a witch all she wanted. It wasn't going to change a thing.

Hawkeye took another sip of her beer, setting it down with a shrug. "I know very little of alchemy. I know generics of how it works, but that's about it."

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-03-03 06:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Great. We've regressed to being familiars and witches again.

Hawkeye shot a sharp look across the table- she could glance over alchemy being called witchcraft, if that's how Heinkel chose to interpret it. It wouldn't be the first time alchemy had been mistakenly thought it was a religious sign. But extending the metaphor to having familiars was going a little too far.

"I doubt Alphonse has been telling you anything inaccurate." Heinkel was one to talk about propoganda- as though churches in any world could survive without it.

"The basic idea of alchemy is rearranging atoms into other configurations to create new substances, abiding by rules of equivalent exchange. Alchemists usually have one specialty, but not necessarily." That much you picked up just by listening to alchemists; it was the explanation given to the dumbstruck privates watching an alchemical transmutation for the first time.

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-03-04 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
Heinkel's gesture was nothing if not demonstrative, and Hawkeye felt no need to confirm it- the Colonel was fairly open about his second name.

"Fullmetal is a second name accorded by the military- although it usually has something to do with their specialty, in Edward's case that is not so. Edward and Alphonse have a very flexible sort of alchemy."

Hawkeye closed her eyes. Heinkel's claims were getting more and more ridiculous as time passed. "It requires years of study. That's all."

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-03-04 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Someone has been indiscreet.

Hawkeye herself knew she had not discussed either Edward's automail, nor- and this was more worrisome- the philosopher's stone.

Hawkeye knew what went into the creation of one, but that was a secret few knew. Just their inner circle of trusted men, and the upper crust that had ordered the creation of them.

Letting the dig against Edward slide would perhaps alert the clergywoman that she had touched on something delicate. "Edward is merely older. They have gone through the same things."

"I was referring to the ability to transmute anything- basic alchemy." But. But Heinkel knew about philosopher's stones, which meant there was an information leak somewhere. She would have to alert the Colonel.

"What makes you bring up philosopher's stones?" It was perhaps a dangerous question, but it was something she'd have to risk.

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-03-05 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
Very, very bad. A serious information leak, and an angry clergywoman who'd drunk two beers quickly and was starting on the pitcher.

Between her own wordplay and the cigarette smoke, Hawkeye was well on her way to a ferocious headache. Dealing with this level of fanaticism was difficult at best.

There was nothing for it. The Lieutenant blanked her face, leaving it expressionless, deadpan, serious.

"I am not playing dumb. I said nothing about my own lack of knowledge of the stones. Nor did I deny that the stones bear a horrendous price. What I did ask was why you brought them up. Their secrets are not common knowledge."

"Lumping those who chose to experiment upon the lives of others and those who wish to improve the lives of others is not a wise generalization to make."

Be careful- oh so careful- with wording, with content, with everything. Hawkeye was walking the knife's edge, and she knew it.

"If I thought you unintelligent I needn't have explained anything to you. As it stands I have tried." Hawkeye couldn't care less whether she was religious or not, frankly. But it was important nonetheless. Because there were things to which her faith would blind her, and things that same faith would make impossible for her to accept.

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-03-06 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
Hawkeye brought one elbow up onto the table, propping the first two fingers of her hand against her temple in an effort to stay the onrushing headache, other hand curling around her beer, as she took a deep breath and let it out slowly, closing her eyes as she did so.

By the time the breath was fully expelled, she could deal with this again.

Heinkel had obviously been informed about philosopher's stones in a way that had lent itself to her own perspectives on alchemy. How to clear up the misconceptions without giving out any more information- that was the challenge.

"Alchemy does not require a philosopher's stone. The stone provides the energy to ignore the law of equivalent exchange."

"Very few people in Amestris knew about the formation of the stones. Many of those who did not are the same ones trying to make life better for others. They need not use a philosopher's stone to do so."

Hawkeye could only hope any of this could get through.

It's hard to lie through omission when someone else is filling in the gaps.

"I would hope that we have done nothing that would indicate otherwise." Hawkeye's very presence should have shown her that much. She'd had plenty of practice turning down people's offers of outings- the blonde needn't have come. "I have never been intentionally misleading with you. But I recognize that you don't seem to find that satisfactory." Everyone has their own secrets. It couldn't be that unreasonable to let your allies have theirs.

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-03-08 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
Hawkeye expelled a small breath of relief as Heinkel settled back in the booth- she'd managed to defuse the situation, at least momentarily.

"Most of them are no longer alive to speak for their crimes." It was a mere statement of fact- no need to go into how they had been used as the very ingredients for the tool they had helped to create. Or if they hadn't- it was still suspicious.

She had facts. This information leak was truly obnoxious. But there was simply no helping it. Hawkeye inclined her head to the other woman. "I can make no promises. But I will do what I can."

[identity profile] guardianed.livejournal.com 2008-03-11 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
"We found out about the stones long after they had been created. Those I spoke of who are assumed dead or known to be so are those who worked on their formation, and knew what they were working on."

"The philosopher's stone is widely considered to be a legendary object."

Step carefully, watch your face, explain it slower, in smaller steps. Do a better job.

Hawkeye closed her eyes once more. This is not so much going out for drinks as an interrogation. It wouldn't be the first time that Hawkeye had had to defend her actions, the Colonel's actions. But defending the morality of her world in general? Problematic.

The Lieutenant knew this had been coming. Considering the topics they'd covered, it wasn't a hard leap of logic to make. But still.

Her source of information was damned informed. How the hell. Not on our side. Probably not from my world. The blonde was still running through the list of potential leaks; she had no idea how much the homuculi knew- although as a general rule, it was too much- but the idea of Heinkel being able to carry on a long enough conversation with something she considered a monster to get this much information...

"It is true they tried to bring back their mother." Deadpan. Blank. Formal. "Alphonse did lose his body." That was true in both their worlds. "But in my version of events, that is the state in which he remains. I cannot vouch for the method of his restoration." However likely it seemed- but the two boys had been bent on not using them in her world, once their secrets had been revealed.