ext_269809 ([identity profile] playstheblues.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] tampered2008-04-23 09:56 pm
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Log; ongoing

When; Thursday April 24th, 2am
Rating; PG-13
Characters; Boy Blue [livejournal.com profile] playstheblues and The Corinthian [livejournal.com profile] bitingnightmare
Summary; Blue wakes up to see a nightmare over him.
Log;

[Blue stirs, feeling someone slip into bed with him. It's late, and he's tired, but he's worried, too.]

Cori?
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[identity profile] playstheblues.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
No, Cori, it doesn't.

I love...I love Fly. I love Pinocchio. I love Rose. I love Snow and Bigby and the cubs. I love Jack.

But it's like comparing...a candle to a wildfire.

[Tightens his grip]

[identity profile] bitingnightmare.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
[Quietly.]

... I'm sorry I can't understand.

[Curling till his head is under Blue's chin.]

I'm sorry I don't get it.

[identity profile] playstheblues.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[holds him close]

I'm sorry too, Cori.

I want you to love me. Okay? Because there isn't anything that matters more to me than that. I don't want you to be disappointed in me. I don't want you to feel resentful.

[identity profile] bitingnightmare.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
I do love you, and I'm not disappointed in you, I don't resent you, Blue.

[Shaking his head under his chin.]

[identity profile] bitingnightmare.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 07:07 am (UTC)(link)
He especially shouldn't love me. Not like this.

[identity profile] playstheblues.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
I shouldn't have ever brought it up.

[He can't look at Cori. He feels sick again]

[identity profile] bitingnightmare.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 07:11 am (UTC)(link)
[A soft kiss to his throat.]

What are you afraid of.

[identity profile] playstheblues.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 07:13 am (UTC)(link)
I'm afraid you'll tell me to go with him.

I'm afraid you'll hate me for loving him.

I'm afraid you'll hate him for loving us.

I'm afraid you'll never be happy.

I'm afraid you already aren't.

I'm afraid I'm losing you.

I'm afraid of letting everyone down.

[identity profile] bitingnightmare.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Raising his head to look at him now.]

Blue, I'm staying with you.

[The most important assurance.]

[identity profile] bitingnightmare.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 07:27 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know, baby. I want you to do what you want to do.

I wanted to be friends, at least.

[identity profile] bitingnightmare.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
I like him, Blue. I don't love him.

[In Cori terms that is.]

[identity profile] playstheblues.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
I told him that I didn't think you ever would.

He feels bad. He wants to apologize.

[identity profile] bitingnightmare.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 07:36 am (UTC)(link)
[The word apologize doesn't pique his interest at all.]

Ahh.

[identity profile] playstheblues.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 07:39 am (UTC)(link)
...sorry.

[He realizes that.]

[identity profile] playstheblues.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 07:44 am (UTC)(link)
Just....please, hear him out. You don't have to care. Just hear him out.

[identity profile] bitingnightmare.livejournal.com 2008-04-24 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Huff! A nod.]

All right, I'll hear him out.
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