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When; December 15
Rating; PG
Characters; Alois Trancy![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
ronderotarel and Ciel Phantomhive eidoloncast
Summary; Alois said some bad things to Ciel. He's going to apologize.
Log;
Right now, Alois really feels nothing more than a little kid. It's unlike him to feel this way. Despite all his insecurities, he's always had a confident way of carrying himself. But not now. Shame makes him lower his gaze and hunch his shoulders.
He said terrible things to Ciel, and he wants to apologize. Granted, Ciel wasn't nice to him either, but Alois' self-esteem is so low right now he feels like Ciel has all the right to treat him like the dirt he is. He claims to hate Sebastian because he's a mocking bastard who hurts people with his stupid witty comments, but how has he proved of being any better? It's probably terribly hard for Ciel to accept he's been left all alone in this city and that Sebastian isn't coming to get him. Now Alois understands why he got so mad when he invited all those people over or when he tried to force him into being cheerful. He won't make the same mistake twice.
He'd want Ciel to open up to him. He'd do his best to comfort him if he did, but he knows it won't happen. Ciel's pride prevents him from showing weakness.
That is why Alois isn't looking for an apology when he walks in Ciel's study. He doesn't want to force Ciel to be someone he's not.
"Ciel-- "
Rating; PG
Characters; Alois Trancy
ronderotarel and Ciel Phantomhive eidoloncastSummary; Alois said some bad things to Ciel. He's going to apologize.
Log;
Right now, Alois really feels nothing more than a little kid. It's unlike him to feel this way. Despite all his insecurities, he's always had a confident way of carrying himself. But not now. Shame makes him lower his gaze and hunch his shoulders.
He said terrible things to Ciel, and he wants to apologize. Granted, Ciel wasn't nice to him either, but Alois' self-esteem is so low right now he feels like Ciel has all the right to treat him like the dirt he is. He claims to hate Sebastian because he's a mocking bastard who hurts people with his stupid witty comments, but how has he proved of being any better? It's probably terribly hard for Ciel to accept he's been left all alone in this city and that Sebastian isn't coming to get him. Now Alois understands why he got so mad when he invited all those people over or when he tried to force him into being cheerful. He won't make the same mistake twice.
He'd want Ciel to open up to him. He'd do his best to comfort him if he did, but he knows it won't happen. Ciel's pride prevents him from showing weakness.
That is why Alois isn't looking for an apology when he walks in Ciel's study. He doesn't want to force Ciel to be someone he's not.
"Ciel-- "