Setsuna Mudou (
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tampered2012-04-21 04:46 pm
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When: Anytime from the 19th-21st
Rating: PG-PG13
Characters: Setsuna and anyone that wants to visit
Summary: Right now with the state he's in it's the only way to see him.
He couldn't speak, couldn't open any doors, and this prevented him from going anywhere which is probably what Kira preferred at the moment. It was the worst sort of dependency Setsuna had encountered. To top it all off, he felt like a freak, and part of him didn't want to go ten steps away from Kira, either, feeling vulnerable. It was safer, and less awkward to just stay inside with Kira.
Needless to say, he hadn't seen anyone since the forest, and he didn't mind so much. He needed that time to get his thoughts collected, along with how he felt. But...if he thought about it, he wouldn't turn away company, either. Granted, Kira would have to get the door, or hopefully the lock was unlocked. WAIT. No. That was a bad idea. He really hoped the door was locked.
Rating: PG-PG13
Characters: Setsuna and anyone that wants to visit
Summary: Right now with the state he's in it's the only way to see him.
He couldn't speak, couldn't open any doors, and this prevented him from going anywhere which is probably what Kira preferred at the moment. It was the worst sort of dependency Setsuna had encountered. To top it all off, he felt like a freak, and part of him didn't want to go ten steps away from Kira, either, feeling vulnerable. It was safer, and less awkward to just stay inside with Kira.
Needless to say, he hadn't seen anyone since the forest, and he didn't mind so much. He needed that time to get his thoughts collected, along with how he felt. But...if he thought about it, he wouldn't turn away company, either. Granted, Kira would have to get the door, or hopefully the lock was unlocked. WAIT. No. That was a bad idea. He really hoped the door was locked.

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She pokes her head in and speaks, not expecting an answer back. "Setsuna, it's Charlie. I stopped by for a little. Hope you don't mind."
And then she seeks him out. When she finds him, she waits for him to notice her before moving much.
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Still, when he DOES hear the door open he startles, ready to curl up into a ball, or kick, or whatever he needs to do, until he sees it's Charlie, then Setsuna calms considerably.
At the same time, she's probably used to a much more livelier, cheery person than the Setsuna Mudou on the couch right now. He gives her a slightly sheepish look, waves with one arm, stump well and properly bandaged now, and gives her a weak smile. What can I do? I'm waving, see? Kind of.... It's not the same without fingers.
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"If this is a bad time, I'm sorry. I just...I did say I'd come by, right?" See? Stubborn. She heads over to the couch and sits, watching him and keeping a bit of distance. "I'm happy to see you."
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When she keeps her distance he frowns at her. What is this? Just as stubborn as her, he closes that distance and looks at her with a determined look. No distance. We're friends. I trust you.
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There's a smile and a bit of hesitation before she decides 'screw it' and rests her head on his shoulder. It's her way of saying she trusts him, too.
"This is okay, right? I'm not hurting you?"
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He's frustrated because he can't hug her, not really, anyway, but he gives Charlie a light smile of appreciation all the same. This is exactly what he needs and wants right now.
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"You have someone here taking care of you, right?" She's pretty sure he does, just wants to make sure.
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Setsuna nods his head to her question, but gets frustrated when he can't explain Kira. At least she already knew the guy, so she wouldn't have to worry about it being someone untrustworthy.
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"Good. That doesn't mean I'm not coming over to make sure you're alright, though. Expect to see me often." And another grin. Yes, a grin.
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Again, a little frustrated, he picks up on stumped arm and shows it to Charlie, points in the direction of his eyes, then points at her. He wants to tell her so badly he saw the person, that he can do something about it when he can talk, but, of course, he can't say a thing now.
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Instead, she just wraps an arm around him, hugging him slightly. It's an apology of sorts. "Tell me later, okay?" At least she understands he was trying to communicate something to her.
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He shook his head, pressed his wrist - it hurt and he winced, but it was necessary - right on her shoulder to indicate her, then put it right to his mouth to indicate his clipped tongue, then to his eyes, right at the temple.
I saw who did it.
Well, technically, he saw a picture and a drugged illusion, but he doesn't know that, any longer.
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"Really? You know who hurt us?" See? She's not dumb. Just...slow sometimes. Oh, this is interesting. "I'm...not sure what to make of this. I mean, it's something right?"
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"And...at least you saw them? That's very good to hear." She didn't see or hear a soul. Just woke up in the hospital and panicked.
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Charlie wasn't alive, no, but she still had hands and a tongue. And Setsuna's would regenerate - he wanted to tell her - so it was best this part happened to him.
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"I have to get going," she said, untangling herself regretfully. "I have errands to run and then I have to get home before Ed wakes up. He worries and it's ridiculous." She was smiling, though, so clearly she didn't think it was that bad.
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Then at the mention of Ed he waves his wrist, indicating he would like it if she said hi to Ed for him. He sounded like a good boyfriend to the over-protective kid.
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Next Setsuna deigns to wake, it might well be to faint kisses pressed to his nose, his lids, the thin line of his chin; and to an unfortunate weight astride him, because Rosiel - well, Rosiel thinks it's such splendid timing to count each and every one of the boy's lashes when they catch light in golden curls the way dear sister's never could.
Gold, honey, milk: a funny colouring on this body, this Messiah. Weak limbs, weaker flesh. And more cuts and tears and bruises, right now, than Rosiel cares to know. Nothing like Alexiel.
And yet somehow - a kiss the tip of Setsuna's kiss again - not without its advantages.
Creeper in our apartment!
Then when he realizes who it is, more panic that soon concentrates to annoyance. He sends a steadier glare to Rosiel, and tries to sit up to get the weight off of him, since he can't push Rosiel off.
What the hell do you think you're doing? You can visit, but you sure as fuck don't have permission to be on top of me! Get off!
Reclaiming what others touched, Rosiel?
alert, alert!
He does, for what (very) little it's worth, make Setsuna the allowance of movement, letting the boy sit up, if not rise. His arms collapse around his prey's neck, well-nigh dangling.
"Good morning," comes with an innocent, lazy smile, as if this poorly crafted intimacy between them is both the natural and the expected. "You look a fright. You look all tatters. There is not a part of you that doesn't sicken me right now. How you disgust me."
And for all that, he's clinging.
Whatever good that does - guarddog isn't on duty
There's a glare, then an irritated look at Rosiel's words. Oh, I disgust you, huh? Then why the fuck are you here? This was all followed by a nasty, mischievous little grin. Disgust, huh? Let Setsuna show you disgust.
He opens his mouth, very wide.
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No horror, only... hesitant curiosity, as he leans forward to stare properly. "Very... very... "
He's always had - difficulty understanding how organic bodies work, where they bind and they break and what boundary's crossed between the two. Fingers travel over Setsuna's lower lip, almost hitting his teeth gums. Very fascinating, really.
Then he pulls away slightly, laughing, "Oh, Sevi-darling should have been given a taste of this!"
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He shuts his mouth, quickly, and wishes to have fingers to place over it, but alas, nothing but a stumped wrist.
And, okay, never opening his mouth again around Rosiel. At least not in this condition. It's just too odd.
And just would should Sevothtarte have anything to do with it?
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"I've always wanted you silent and still and listening and mine," he says absently, because of course this is the perfect time for confessions. "Now that I have it, I don't know what to do with it."
He rolls off Setsuna suddenly, claiming what little space there is to the boy's right. Knees come up, hands folded neatly upon them, chin falling on top and white curls everywhere.
"I made haste to see you and didn't comb." He picks a few of his tangled hairs away, frowning. "See? I'm perfectly ugly as well."
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Given that - obviously - both people present knew what his body looked like, including the blood mark, he didn't mind overly.
"Always good to hear some self-awareness." His eyes were on Rosiel while he made his way to Setsuna, stopping in front of him and putting a hand on his shoulder. "Ugly for certain. The 'perfectly', I don't know. I'd not grant you any claim to perfection."
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And at least Kira said all Setsuna couldn't say as well. And here he thought he hadn't been too frightened to have Rosiel atop of him, but that was before Kira was in the room. Somehow that made him realize just how upset he had been. But dammit, Rosiel....
To think he had wanted to bond with him at one - or forty - time(s).
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His hands dug into Setsuna's nearest arm, hiding his face in it in a silent bid for... protection from the utterly helpless recent victim of mutilation. Very smart.
"It's my turn with him," he murmured petulantly, "You've had every other minute and hour and day, it's my turn."
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Kira looked down on Setsuna's arm and his eyes narrowed for a moment, before he remembered who he was dealing with and that Rosiel wasn't very likely to back off this easy, so he reached out and batted him away, at the same time giving Setsuna's shoulder a slight push to make him move away a bit.
"You can show yourself out. He's not up for your visits right now. They're taxing. You're taxing."
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Rosiel and/or Kira might have caught the solemn look Setsuna had for a moment, but Setsuna wasn't aware he made it. He lifted an arm to put a hand over Kira's on his shoulder, then sobbed a little when he remembered he couldn't. THIS SUCKS.
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The protest died on his still present tongue when Setsuna's wasted gesture caught his eye.
His head peaked up. "Raphael... will want a look at that." Half statement, half question. "Yes, Raphael will."
...then he cuddled against Setsuna's arm again, because at least the one part of his sister could be trusted to be comfortable.
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"I don't think he will want to, but, yeah, he should." Kira smiled as he looked at Rosiel and it naturally didn't reach his eyes. "Go. Go and get him."
So it wasn't an order. He could still make it sound like one.
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There was something about Kira's pushing that made Setsuna pause and give Kira a worried, uncertain look. He couldn't place it, and he couldn't question it, so Kira just got that painful expression. It's not like Setsuna didn't know where Kira's body was going eventually.
As for Raphael, Setsuna wasn't so sure. Raphael had a chance before to say anything in relation to it, and he seemed to have turned away. It was just a matter of time, anyway, until he regenerated - the kid was still convinced of this.
He did the only thing he could do, void of being able to verbally protest and unable to cling to Kira's arm, he looked up at Kira and pitifully shook his head. Then he shook at Rosiel. No, no, no. Don't make Raphael do anything.
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A groan, and his head raised again, scowling Kira's way. "Don't touch me, you morbid excuse of innards and spinal cords that couldn't perform its one and only duty. You have no more say."
Setuna he afforded a wary little glance. "...I've had Raphael's care. When he deems to use it, he has a good hand. You'll not regret it."
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Kira looked back at Setsuna. "Raphael can help you, if he wants to." He wanted him to be whole again. It shouldn't have happened. Not on his watch. Rosiel was right, which he loathed almost as much as he loathed it happening at all.
He didn't say anything more, because he didn't want what he said to be an apology or something equally useless and even more pathetic. There was enough awareness of his expressions, at least, to not look at Rosiel now.
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As for Raphael, Setsuna frowned to them both, then nodded once when Kira said '...if he wants to.' Damn straight if he wants to. And only then. But if Raphael offered and wanted to? Setsuna was not going to turn him down. It would save him some energy that way.
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"I'll think what I can allow you to be," he bit out, scowling at Kira, "And then I'll tell you."
- really, the little lord Lucifer needed to mind his place. And sadly Rosiel had begun to suspect his own wouldn't be with Setsuna for the day - not without a headache, not uninterrupted.
He rubbed his face against the captive arm for a moment, catching more of Alexi - Setsuna Mudou's scent, whispering almost imperceptibly, maybe, "It's fine if you're like this. I'll still love you."
Then he peeled himself off the boy completely, straightening clothing, hair, stray pieces of jewelry. Yes, that vile thing was right: Rosiel would see himself out.