if i forgot who i am, would you please remind me

[hischair]

When: 26th onward.
Where: All over the City.
Rating: PG13 for angst/language/pissed off Jim, probably.
Characters: Treks, Pitch Black & others TBA.
Summary: Spock's departure.

Crew Orders: Uhura | Bones | Sulu | Chekov
CO Notif: Janeway

26th, Underground Search » closed to Pitch Black (from x)

28th, Absence » closed to Bones

29th-31st, City Labs » OTA

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[hischair]

[ He doesn't hesitate in wrapping an arm around her, offering his body for her to hide against as Jim's hand runs soothingly over slim, hunched shoulders. ]

I'm here, I'm right here.

[ He doesn't say It's okay because it really, really isn't. ]

[phonetical]

[Deep down, somewhere where Uhura will only discover once she's fully calmed down and reflected back on this incident, she will be grateful he didn't say that. For all that Kirk is brash and bold, cocky and sometimes downright idiotic, he's a man who knows good and well when things just don't need to be said. False platitudes won't help. Support of the rest of the crew--her friends and family--will. Some of them weren't as close to Spock as she and Jim were, but one additional piece of the puzzle missing will sorely be noticed.

Last time she cried into somebody's shoulder, sobbed right into their shirt, soaking the fabric, it was over Jim. Now it's over Spock. She's tired of doing this multiple times for the people she loves.]

I hate this place.

[hischair]

I hate it, too.

[ He's a big, gentle giant as he holds her throughout her crying, feeling too gutted and hollow to join in. It's as if all his grief has been knotted irrevocably into his veins and distributed throughout every inch of his body; it's tense and uncomfortable, he feels like he's going to be attacked at any moment.

His hand glides over her back. ]

We won't be here forever, I promise.

[phonetical]

[She sounds childish and she knows it, whining in between sniffles. But why hide the truth they all (with maybe one exception and that's because Chekov has everything he wants here) feel? He doesn't need to promise her a way out, though. Uhura has faith in her captain, an undying loyalty that she hasn't questioned since the very beginning. He'll bring it to them one way or another.

But she hopes an exits comes sooner than later, not just because Spock is no longer here, but because all of them have jobs to do and none of them can be done here in between the days of calm and days of complete insanity.

Uhura's feeling all cried out and she pulls back from the embrace, hand coming to wipe at her nose and eyes. A little gross, but she's been worse for the wear before and she truly doubts Jim's in any shape to judge.]

You should sleep too.

[Or bathe. Change clothes. Something. Don't be the only one out of control here. They need their captain to be their rock. If she's of no use to him like this, how can he be of any use to her in the same condition?]