http://for-destiny.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] for-destiny.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] tampered2007-05-12 06:59 pm

[log] [ongoing]

When; May 12
Rating; PG
Characters; Jowy [[livejournal.com profile] for_destiny] & Kamui [[livejournal.com profile] fateisabitch]
Summary; Jowy and Kamui talk.
Log;

There was a sinking feeling Jowy could not shake off, that this - Kamui becoming hurt - was his fault. He had been so preoccupied by his own matters - selfishly preoccupied - that he had failed to notice, to stop Kamui from walking into danger. It was all too much. He felt terribly guilty and it was eating him whole.

It was a struggle, almost like a whole war inside him, to keep all that rage in check. So much hatred. He knew this was Fuuma's doing and already, he was itching for vengeance. Somehow.

Kamui would know of Fuuma's weaknesses. Jowy needed to know, to do something about this.

Before the hatred consumed him fully.

He stopped at the door to their room and gripped the tray in his hands tightly. Water, for Kamui. He wasn't sure if Kamui would want something else, or something cold or hot... He settled with water.

For Kamui, he would act normally, apologize for not being there. And then he would ask.

He had to ask.

About Fuuma.

"Kamui? I brought water," he said as he entered the room.

[identity profile] fateisabitch.livejournal.com 2007-05-13 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
"Because I..." there was a hiccup, Kamui starting to cry, even though he was trying to stop himself. So much for his 'I won't cry anymore' promise to Kotori and the others. "Because I'm the one who made him this way. My choice... my choice changed him. He was always so sweet... I could trust him more than anyone." Kamui was starting to curl into himself, guilt always coming out in times like this; it was just... this was the first time he'd ever let it come out to another person. Not even Subaru had seen him quite like this.

"I just want my best friend back..." he sounded pathetic; he knew he did, "but that will never happen because of what I did to him. I deserve all the pain he causes me..."