ext_245523 ([identity profile] monsterepellant.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] tampered2008-04-02 05:00 pm

log; complete

When; Between April 1st and April 2nd, after this
Rating; uh...probably not above pg?
Characters; Doumeki Shizuka [livejournal.com profile] monsterepellant and Watanuki Kimihiro [livejournal.com profile] monsterattractr
Summary; Angst, angst and moar angst. because it's tasty. After an angsty fight of EPIC proportions, Doumeki goes off to the archery range. Watanuki tags along for the ride.
Log;

The day had gone from generally alright, to bad, to worse, to just plain suck. Doumeki did not want to think about it right now, and the fight from before left his nerves slightly frazzled. It was a sensation he didn't like, as he stalked off toward the archery range, silently, long legs eating up distance as he put space between him and Rosette and Ishida.

[identity profile] monsterattractr.livejournal.com 2008-04-03 12:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Scowling at him, Watanuki couldn't decide if hitting this guy would be considered uncalled for what with recent events but it certainly felt like a time when it might be appropriate.

"And....what about her, then?" he asked, because he couldn't help it. He was angry at her without even knowing her, but in not knowing her, could not really condemn her like Ishida-san had seemed to, nor even really pass much judgment at all except to say: he would have handled it very differently if he had been here.

He wished he had.

This jerk, always telling him he had to look out for Watanuki.....and here he was.....the jerk...the hypocrite!

Honestly.


[identity profile] monsterattractr.livejournal.com 2008-04-03 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
"YOU MUST HAVE SOME KIND OF IDEA!?"

Watanuki utterly refused to believe that the perpetual boyscout [commonly known as Doumeki Shizuka, but only, in Watanuki's opinion, to those who didn't know him well enough to call him the more appropriate 'jerk' or 'YOU jerk'] didn't have a clue about a situation this serious.

But maybe that was what made it so serious?

....headache.

Awesome headache.

And. All. His. Fault.

Yes, he blamed Doumeki.

Worrying...er....thinking this much about such an insane thing so early in arriving was not really high on his list of 'I want to do this'.

Those spots were reserved for cleaning and possibly some kind of exploring.

Instead here he was, with insufferable number one.

And in the end, if asked, he'd say he wasn't surprised.

He needed to talk to Yuuko-san...

[identity profile] monsterattractr.livejournal.com 2008-04-05 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
"I see," was the terse reply as he paced a little, fidgety at best. Nothing made sense, and not in the obvious meaning of it either. If Doumeki had been here for a year, how did he know at all about Kohane-chan? On top of that, Watanuki couldn't be a hundred percent certain but it seemed like the archer might have aged just the smallest bit that a year might suggest...or maybe he had just changed.

At that thought, Watanuki couldn't help but frown at his feet.

Why the idea of Doumeki changing bothered him, when he himself strove for a deep change, was beyond him, at least for now.

[identity profile] monsterattractr.livejournal.com 2008-04-05 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"It's your business in the end, I suppose," he muttered, removing his glasses to clean them with an edge of his shirt with a sigh.

[identity profile] monsterattractr.livejournal.com 2008-04-05 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"....yeah well," he trailed off, replacing his glasses and adjusting them before shrugging with his back to the archer. What else was there to say? They were stuck here. Indefinitely. He had missed a year of his not-quite-a-friend-but-definitely-something's life. He'd missed a year in the continuum of Yuuko's life while somehow being here.

Well not remembering wasn't the same as not being a part of it but it still felt bizarre. And he did not like it, at all.

"You've been living with Yuuko-san," he noted. That was weird too.

[identity profile] monsterattractr.livejournal.com 2008-04-05 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
"Is she charging you for your stay?" he asked bluntly as ever, not meaning anything insulting toward Yuuko, but curious for a justified set of reasons.

[identity profile] monsterattractr.livejournal.com 2008-04-06 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
"Ah, right..." he said and tossed a look over his shoulder at Doumeki, some expression he wasn't even sure what it was...just a look. "Well, I better get back..." he excused himself, even though it was all but unnecessary. Dinner to make, but it wouldn't take long, cleaning to do, but he would have however long to do that as well.

If he felt a little unwell, he blamed it on transition, not really connecting it to how he'd been feeling in the 'normal' world, even though he probably should have.

He didn't bother to wait before starting to walk away.

[identity profile] monsterattractr.livejournal.com 2008-04-06 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
Nothing had gotten into Watanuki, per se, but he was unsettled by this different 'world' they were all dropped into and even more unsettled by two of the most prominent people in his life apparently having been absent from it for a year. It shouldn't have rattled him this much, normally would not have, but he was tired....and much as he hated to acknowledge it at this moment, not entirely well. Like hell if he'd be saying that of course though. He was cranky often enough and he knew it. Let them chalk it up to that.

...the movement behind and to the side of him alerted him to the archer's following of him but all that earned was a rough exhale--not a sigh quite but almost, something more frustrated. What did he want?

Then he rolled his eyes.

"I know how to get back on my own."

[identity profile] monsterattractr.livejournal.com 2008-04-06 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
Irked at being treated, what he felt, was like a child, Watanuki did not help his case any by trying to unsuccessfully fight back a slight sulk as he walked a bit faster.

"So, you don't have to go at the same time," he pointed out, and if there was a slight flinch or twitch or the like, well, he disregarded it and hoped stupid Doumeki would too.

[identity profile] monsterattractr.livejournal.com 2008-04-06 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh," he said, non-committal at least, perturbed at most...walking still, and faster because he's so tired suddenly and it's a little familiar...not unlike the exhaustion that seemed to keep befalling him before he came here...but then if Sakura-hime was here, who would he see in that 'dream' world?

A few faces came to mind but this wasn't the time...

He bit his tongue and continued on, if it seemed like he wasn't all there, well, he wasn't.

[identity profile] monsterattractr.livejournal.com 2008-04-06 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
He left Kohane-chan. It comes down, in immediate part, to that burden...not that Kohane-chan was ever or ever will be a burden...but the fact remains he's gone and she's there and he can do nothing about it.

His guilt has always been a problem, it makes itself horribly present now though and he has already sworn to himself, at least, he'll make up for it.

He's got so many things to make up for already of course.

Doumeki seemed to be nearer than he should be, or was that his perspective? It wasn't really something he wanted to concentrate on anyway...instead there was the matter of stumbling. To his defense, he did not quite fall.