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tampered2006-09-21 10:47 am
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Log: Ongoing
When; Sept. 21, two days after what-if day.
Rating; PG-13, since suicidal thoughts are bad.
Characters; Hyuuga Hinata, Tenten, maybe Neji
Summary; Hinata, unable to deal with the events from the previous curse day, decides that there is only one thing she can do.
Log;She stood at the edge of the roof, feeling the wind blow her short hair past her face. It was a dreary day, the grey clouds and morose atmosphere seeming to fit with her mood. The girl bit her lower lip again, not even flinching as her teeth reopened the myriad of scabs that already crusted the sensitive flesh, testament to the last few days spent biting it to hold in the sobs of self-loathing at what she had done. Blank white eyes seemed even blanker as she stared across the way, at the shattered rubble of the building she had destroyed.
I'm a monster...
She held one hand out in front of her, concentrating her chakra, eyes barely flickering as the blue chakra changed, turning from a slight blue glow into flickering snowy flames of energy.
No one knows i can do this...I learned it as I was honing my chakra control..I never knew what purposes it could have, but....I didn't intend it to be used for..murder..
Hinata allowed her attention to wander, feeling the emotions welling up inside her as her thoughts unerringly landed on Neji. She bit her lip harder, the blood dripping down her chin to splash onto the concrete in perfect spherical drops. No, she couldn't blame him. He'd never offered her anything more then his usual cold detached manner. It had been she who had taken advantage of a curse day to make HER dreams come true. Nevermind that he had been a willing participant, it didn't make it any different. So what right did she have now to expect him to behave differently? But no matter how logical her mind was, her heart was in chaos. She shook her head slightly, trying to clear her mind as she stepped closer to the edge, placing one sandaled foot up onto the ledge.
It'll all be over in just a moment. Then I'll be gone and maybe that will make him happy...
Rating; PG-13, since suicidal thoughts are bad.
Characters; Hyuuga Hinata, Tenten, maybe Neji
Summary; Hinata, unable to deal with the events from the previous curse day, decides that there is only one thing she can do.
Log;She stood at the edge of the roof, feeling the wind blow her short hair past her face. It was a dreary day, the grey clouds and morose atmosphere seeming to fit with her mood. The girl bit her lower lip again, not even flinching as her teeth reopened the myriad of scabs that already crusted the sensitive flesh, testament to the last few days spent biting it to hold in the sobs of self-loathing at what she had done. Blank white eyes seemed even blanker as she stared across the way, at the shattered rubble of the building she had destroyed.
I'm a monster...
She held one hand out in front of her, concentrating her chakra, eyes barely flickering as the blue chakra changed, turning from a slight blue glow into flickering snowy flames of energy.
No one knows i can do this...I learned it as I was honing my chakra control..I never knew what purposes it could have, but....I didn't intend it to be used for..murder..
Hinata allowed her attention to wander, feeling the emotions welling up inside her as her thoughts unerringly landed on Neji. She bit her lip harder, the blood dripping down her chin to splash onto the concrete in perfect spherical drops. No, she couldn't blame him. He'd never offered her anything more then his usual cold detached manner. It had been she who had taken advantage of a curse day to make HER dreams come true. Nevermind that he had been a willing participant, it didn't make it any different. So what right did she have now to expect him to behave differently? But no matter how logical her mind was, her heart was in chaos. She shook her head slightly, trying to clear her mind as she stepped closer to the edge, placing one sandaled foot up onto the ledge.
It'll all be over in just a moment. Then I'll be gone and maybe that will make him happy...
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"Thank you...Tenten.."